I cannot determine what I truly feel
What feels like a burn in my chest
Like a stake to the heart, difficult to heal
I will say, it has got me best.

I traverse my mind, dazed and confused
Of why I let you into my heart
I just succumbed to your silent tortures, plundered, abused
To your pleasures, I was badly hurt.

Do I really deserve this kind of pain?
I'm just a wandering soul, searching for love
Now the sun always hides, prevailing, the rain,
Like a caged, innocent dove.

Dramatic, yes, Idiotic, why not?
I just need to state my feelings.
I can't stand to wait, for my thoughts to rot
I only have losses, never winnings.