If there is a bride for me to have and to hold, to love and to care for. If there is a bride for me, why did all of my relationships collapse. If there is a bride out there just for me, why did it take so long. For her and I to have find each other, for I am over a half century old For I feel that maybe I been meant to stay single and do God's work. For his time to come for his Bride is near, there has been many blood moons. So my ex late wife is gone to heaven above I hope so I will not see her. Till the Goods Lord returns and if she is not child of the Good Lord. Then I shall be single still when he does return for his people here.