nothing hurts worse than the cataclysmic rot in your heart ache in your head this burden has lips and a mouth and can speak and can shout all the things you've done to deserve the bitterness in your breath his bestfriend's bruises on your neck gravel on the ground fades, a grey background father gets out of jail tomorrow, always bad news silence has a sound and the static you hear when I'm not around, running, always running to what end? where are we now? why's it taken you so long this time to speak up, admit you miss me, you always do. I make fun of the parallels in history only until they're through