Ground holds my Feet up holds my Legs up holds my hips - hips hold my torso holds my shoulders hold my head holds my lips - my chin being held up by my hands held up by the table - he looks at me with far away eyes - coffee cup falling asleep in front of him - the world dissolving into wavy lines and fuzz - warm and thick like gravy - he looks and me and he tells me I belong I have a fat smile - all my words dissolve like pats of butter on a pancake and I feel like I belong