When im thinking of leaving
thinking ending my life
considering stopping the cycle that is my demise
people like to tell me that if i leave
I will hurt everyone around me
my parents
my siblings
my teachers
my bullies
and that is why im still living
not for me
but not to hurt you
so i live a life of pain
constant suffering
not ending the fact that i am im hurting
because if i stop dieing
than you will die right after me
and i would rather live in this hell
than escape and put you in my place