Sleepless nights and thoughtless days
Remind me that I'm stuck in a haze
Cloudless skies and thunder clouds
Both, amused, by my persistent frown
So much time free that I'm so busy
Not understanding what makes me be
Screaming depression, silent mirth
Making me wonder what you're worth
Liberating guilt and crushing fantasy
You don't wish to know the true me
Open locks and barred arches
This protest doesn't require any marches
Awake when I sleep, asleep when awake
A long time to heal cause so much is at stake
Blissful life and depressing death
All you can hope for when you have nothing left