The night is beckoning for me to give in, waiting to curse me with these temptations. I try not to open the door and let these demons in but it's easier said then done, and hope is a sin. I wish upon love, knowing it comes to everyone sooner or later but it seems like it won't venture into this heart of mine. I want this love to reach deep down in my soul and expel the evil inside. I pray like hell, trying to keep alert, knowing I don't want to go backwards and cause more hurt. Righteousness is just a dream for this man, not knowing which way is up and always looking down into the depth of this broken canvas.