-- a drunken reprise: sound of bones crackling upon stretch on a limp chair. the continual attendance of the dark: the bottle is streaked with pale light. unquiet, remorseless, thick in secret: to drink alone, in unmistakable truth, as i gild the immensity of impalpable currents moving in swathes sudden without weathered image. the table's pressing mysteries, the barkeep's maledict eyes. the vagrant wind going in and out of panting doors tired of the coming and going. the night fans, and then flames with auburn fire, and around it, miseries fandango through the crepitation of drunkenness -
i singe brighter than any conflagration, and in the belly of the dark sits a god, grieving, announcing rain earlier than the heaving of trees and acrimonies: there is ease in between burning and ablution that pass on the soliloquy.
this is the recurrence of new familiars, forging without hope, rid of blame, rogue with only little identity. true-telling roars bludgeoned into infinitesimal voices, to drink alone, the wine of the forgetful.