the way sweat lingers on my eyelids makes me wonder if the sun loves us all too much. the world is a crowd and he is not a riverβjust a hailstone tailed by blue. twice a week my eyes watch for opportunities encrypted in that spiral pattern; i've only seen it's crystal shadow. my light shines; i love too hard; the sky begins to drip while I gaze; we melt; i wish i could be moon.