I might be taking a break but clearly he is not. He watches as I spoon instant coffee into white enameled mugs. His gaze travels up my legs, rests on the hem of his sweater. I catch his eye, he smiles, shrugs an apology, carries on. I shift my weight from foot to foot, arch my back, wiggle my hips- Resist the urge to do a bad rendition of 'Time Warp' He accepts his coffee with a nod, watches me drink mine- then it's time for us to settle back to work. He re-arranges jars, cleans new brushes- while I get naked and in position, him watching from the corner of his eye. Straight away the aches return, my muscles tie themselves in knots- and I know it's just a shadow of the pain that is to follow.