that our mouths can tourniquet leaking wrists is a lie: whereby omission is its own truth, whereby the act of forgetting is a kind of betrayal. clock warps. to self. to forget that our bodies know the dance and suffer no fools: the bed is a chalk outline/ a coup/ a nest of mottled corpses seeping at the bottom of a dumpster/ that if we boulder onto each other again theres the likelihood of chance: which is a kind of grievance not easily payed.
what have we abandoned that we cannot spare? only what we suffer from/ what is taken/ what is discarded survive. the gory bits. the ugly ones. the pieces that become us.