it's been a while since i've written things are changing maybe thats good maybe thats bad I'm happy or at least i think i am im no longer struggling just to wake up every day maybe thats good maybe thats bad will i ever been truly 100% happy? probably not but these feelings that i feel now, they're great falling in love was possibly the greatest thing that could happen to me its crazy how a god i didn't believe in just a year ago, blessed me with the greatest gift in life love and happines