As my frontal lobe articulates from the anterior, just under my forehead, I understand why sweat beaded upon my upper lip and my eyes bled
Spilling words onto a sheet of paper, ink stains shaped like a swarm of angry bees. Crisping like raisins too long in the sun, angling on a hook that captures May like a golden sunset dying on a breeze
Messages in Cherry Red reflecting on the mirror to be read back after an intoxicating night. Never would the words remain in the steam of a quiet shower that washes away remnants of sorrow or a quaking knowledge that what the lipstick says just might happen to be right
A table set for twenty six as only one will attend to partake of seven courses of molasses and fake hope Pacing up and down, rearranging the letters in a potion of epicβ¦ness that can only come from plucking consonants from a burning lava, scraping the bottom of the barrel for a vowel in the Alphagetti soup
There is the napkin I blew my nose into which only had a phone number on it. It turned into 8 reasons why I would never bother to call And there is the corner of my duvet that I dribbled on but the pattern resembled all my shattered dreams that poured out of my mouth while sleeping and became my greatest fall
Here is the ultrasound that has a few words that sum up what the world means to me and a picture of our daughter This is the 15 scraps of paper that you wrote 15 different lines of love to me and they are all in the box, being loved just as everything else ought to.
There are books and printouts and bits of cardboard and a piece of driftwood that I used to scratch a few words in with a rock along with the photo of the words written inside a heart on a beach that was one thousand kilometers away from you but I was there and you were not.
There is 3.4 gig on a computer and a gazillion that are frothing inside a compartment that is internalized and labeled Someday To Be Said. No matter where or how or why or now or latter on paper or engraved in rock on a elaborately carved stone or chasing their own tails in their own head Folded like a paper plane and launched into a rabid universe words will land where they will, dressed as they are, happy the party is still in full swing. They donβt wonder if the landing is soft, they fall, and then they become still.
**Happy Landing
so.... I found this old usb in a draw, full of my poetry... old poem, circa 2011, new name :)