Never had it. TheΒ Β peach skin of an early morning move-in. Freshmen, fresh faces, awkwardly sharing smiles with those in the same boat. Wondering what college will hold. I have been stunted by the changing of the guards, never a need for an open heart. Too many different places and not enough to settle down. Never a chance to feel the feeling. Regrets or not. I can't do much.