A teardrop falls down my cheek
I do apologize for looking so weak
I'm just really stressed, I don't know where to turn
this week has been hell yet full of lessons I had to learn
There has been so much drama here lately
I can't concentrate on life
All I think about is cutting myself
whenever I see a knife
I am smoking cigarette after cigarette
just to stay calm
Reality hits me so I cry again
because everything is going so wrong
Everyone is breaking up
Everyone is freaking out
People are spreading rumors about situations
they know nothing about
Friendships are ruined
couples they fight
I do all that I can to keep my pain out of sight
I don't know what is happening
I can't control what goes on
I wish these conflicts were shorter
their taking too long
I want life to be good again
I want everyone to get along
I just want my best friend back...