I want to get out
out of my bed, my room
get out and see the sun
see my friends

I want to go out
have fun
get way too drunk
go out
fall, get back up again

I want to get out
out of my head
away from my dread
the crushing doubt

I want so much
to be free from myself
myself, I am my own
disability
...liability

I want to be able to say
I´m ok
I´m great
with conviction
and I want it to be true