I screamed to this man, creating fists with my hands, and my heart just ajar, "You will never understand
The way the wind hits me harder and the waves crash into me with more salt. The way colors are filled with laughter and the warmth crawls through my skin. The mud is my mirror, I'm a child of the dirt.
Happiness is fickle friend, coming and going as she pleases with no notice of the way darkness clings to my back with a claw full of poison tempting and tipping toward my tongue.
There's been a fire in my belly for as long as I can remember, twitching and tingling up my spine leaving her needles in my neck to **** away at me like a leach.
And how love incandescently dances in and out of my chest without care. The way she dangles my memories relentlessly taunting and haunting as she sews my skull to the sky.
You could never understand." I cry. He held my heart and I knew it was a lie when he promised me peace and said, "Let me try,