I do not know what to do. You definitely have hooked yourself to me but I'm just not sure I'm ready to be hooked to you. I love you and I know you love me but ..... there's no where for us to go. In church they say that you never stand still you move forward or slide back you don't just stay in one spot. If we go any further forward we'll fall off a cliff (yeah, marriage. Not ready for that!) But we're sliding baby and you're ignoring it but I can't. Not anymore. I want to stay but I know you're going soon. I don't know what to do. And maybe my reasons are totally selfish but I do love you and anything I do is for you too. So if I say goodbye, its a good thing I believe in eternity because I hope you end up back at my side