I became celibate quite a few years ago only in part because of religious reasons but probably mostly because the *** was so bad so after I became celibate and after much meditation I experienced a new kind of *** for me, these internal ******* from kundalini flow and to me, it is better than regular *** and I have it much more frequently like entire days of ****** so that sometimes I think that I am not celibate but actually have become a bit too promiscuous.