You know you are dying*

when

music no longer brings you joy

sunsets dont make you smile

you give no thought to a rainbow

and pushing yourself isn't worthwhile

when

a survivor's beautiful story

doesn't make you cry

and nothing comes out of your mouth

but lies

when

your tears are redder than your eyes

you scream so loud but no one hears

and you could fill the deepest pit

with half of all your fears