The long winter nights, Crying and repenting on my sins. Everyone has a dark side, But mine is so dark that I feel hopeless. As I sit back on my chair, Scratching the bottom of my seat. Ouch ! I accidentally slit my finger. I feel the blood trail along the contours of my hand, But as motionless as I sit I don't care. My thoughts seem to fly in the midst of this day, But then again I guess it's just me.