Right now I am really angry everything is bugging me Every voice I hear is like nails on a chalkboard and it's aggravating to me Why can't anyone shut the hell up? It's really ******* me off Everyone is fighting over stupid drama when will they have enough? I want to go home at this very moment I want to burst into tears I feel alone in this very space I'm being suffocated by my fears I need to leave because I'm heated up I am going to lose my mind Why does everyday have to **** up? Why can't I just be happy here for once?
I had a lot of anger issues as a teen but my anger was only worse when I was at school. I couldn't stand my peers. Their immaturity made me want to scratch out my eyes. The teachers always complained because I always wanted to do things on my own instead of participate with the class. I hated to participate because I am a fast learner and I just hated sitting an hour being taught something that I could teach myself. I didn't like being bothered by people. I was the girl who liked to sit in the corner and read a book by myself. I had a lot of days where I just walked off of campus because I seriously thought I would hurt someone if I stayed. Eventually I dropped out and some people may think that was a dumb choice but for me it was the best choice and I don't regret it.
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: March. 29, 2011 Tuesday 10:20 A.M.