now we're in the waiting room and we're both so sick, patiently awaiting a doctor to write the prescription we arrived in separate ambulances, but we were pricked by the same needle, and the tubes from our IV's are tangled by a single knot that can only be undone if we walk backwards towards each other our bodies forming a figure eight, turning as if taking part in some ritualistic dance -not to be confused with the infinity symbol- the only thing that's infinite is the disease that has eaten us from the inside out it's so bad now that our skin has begun to rot like a sour apple slowly fermenting we aren't as beautiful as we once hoped we would be and the realization is sobering