She ran to a land of summer and pink kimonos, Where nurse sharks circled her ankles And familiar familial flaws faded to vague memories of leather scented hugs. She learned to walk dusty streets in bare feet, so she could hold the world in her toes, Leaving crumpled dollars in the hands of beggars Who saw her light skin as gold. The cherry trees bathed her in petals soft enough to erase the scars that faded in the sun, She learnt to run with her hair down and to eat kneeling at a table, Rearranged her mind with the art of Feng Shui in an attempt to find a way to live away from the dictatorship of the past, Collecting porous pebbles and lighting candles encircled in jade, As old leather scents fade to incense and jasmine. She strings lost stone on a necklace of wood and measures her life in the breaths to come instead of those she has taken. Her heartbeat beats irregularly but no longer from fear and now adrenaline is synonymous with exhilaration. And she holds sand in her palms, No longer scrabbling to catch it as it falls through her fingers, She now knows that life occurs between her hand and the ground. She broke the hourglass because she no longer counts the hours Or clings to the time that is gone. She lives eternal and bright, Clothed in sunlight And a pink kimono.