Honestly, I wish you were dead.

I wish someone would pound your face to a ****** pulp and leave you there to slowly die.
I wish you would drown while swimming in the ocean.
I wish you would fall off a cliff and not survive.
I wish you would choke on your food and the ambulance not come in time.
I wish your car would crash into a tree and then light on fire and you die burning.
I wish I could suffocate you.
I wish you pain.

Maybe that makes me a *******, but you made me go to hell and back and I hate you.

I know that none of these things will probably ever happen to you.
I also know that even if something did happen to you, it wouldn't make anything you did hurt any less.

So I'm trying to let it go.