one. bury your feelings so deep that they infiltrate your lungs and make it impossible to breath. let them asphyxiate you, suffocate you, but don't let them overcome you.
two. act like you're fine. lie through your teeth until you believe your own stories. let your lies become you; become your lies.
three. hate yourself. blame yourself. after all, it's your **** fault for falling in love. *******.
four. hate him. blame him. after all, it's his **** fault for making you fall in love with him. **** that.
five. deny it. you never had feelings. you're a ******* rock.