I'm a little bit scared in my mind Seeing what will happen to me How's it gonna be Outta this world or packed in a box I pick up my jacket and went outside for a smoke The party next door is just too loud I'm not invited since I have issues House slabbed with tissues isn't my thing But I just want silence But they don't understand the way I am And it seems to me that they don't care Wondering where the mother and father are at, look what happens when they turn their back Sometimes I hate to be bothered with children in the morning But i think I'm crazy stressed out with these goals and my GPA, what can I say that won't get me into trouble I'm just a little bit scared in my mind Seeing what will happen to me What do I need How's it gonna be Outta this world or packed in a box I feel like there's a chain on my neck I've attacked myself with these abusive thoughts I feel like there's a chain on my neck Help me out here