i hate the way you smirked at me, and how you know everything. i hate the way you made me laugh. i hate it when you sing. i hate your extra small t-shirts and how i never said goodbye. i hate you a lot, so much it makes me cry. i hate it when you don't answer, i hate it when you're sweet to me. i hate it when you make me blush, even more when you can't see. i hate it that you're far away and that you harshly lied. but most of all i hate the way i can't seem to hate you. not even at all, not even a tiny bit, not even if i tried.