Never ever wanted to check you out
Honestly that's all I needed to know
All I ever wanted was to be happy and make you proud
But you were taken away
And never woke up from the swaying dream
I like to think your here
I fear the day I notice you aren't
ever going to be back
I miss the ugly laugh you had
Those imperfections never ever mattered
I'm not the perfect one anyway
But you always said I was special
I keep talking like its gone and sailed away from the present shore line
But I can feel you near
Here
Today
They say that it's childish behavior
You know, talking to the....
But I still love you, I still need you
Why did you have to go?
I try not to blame God, but he's the source
I'd rather him take me instead
You had a future
A passion
Though I like to think you're here
I fear the day I notice you aren't
ever going to be back