So many times Gods people tries to live in worldly way.
But in reality , you want to truly a life worthy of living.
Start to live a life of serving others, live spiritually here.
Just because you are living an physical life here now.
Does not mean that you have to live a physical one.
You have Gods Spirit within you right this moment.
Ask him to help you to start living a Spiritual life.
In turn the Holy Spirit shall help you to succeed.
After all God created you so that your life shall make a difference here.