I love people who do not love me as much as they should, I open my arms to people to give them hugs and embracing them as they stab me in the back. I always get my own blood from the knives in my backs confused with love and warmth, I dont feel like anyone needs me as much as I need them, every friend I have always hesitates as I say 'I love you' I always get pushed aside as my friends start to date, I only ever am relevant when their love turns to hate, I dont think anymore on my own, I've become too dependent, so just ignore me just let me be by myself.