You were like my own personal light guiding me through what seemed to be the never ending darkness of my life. You made me believe in the goodness of people using your words as band aids to heal my cuts and scars. You gave me hope that things were going to be okay and that maybe just maybe the world wasn't as completely ******* up as I imagined it to be. Then one day that light started to dim without reason and I was left searching for batteries in the dark. I couldn't make you stay, you were vanishing before my eyes as I stood helpless. That was the day I learned to not look for answers in other people. They aren't solutions, they can't fix you but **** can they destroy you.