i always need this some shape or some form of it before the earth climbs out itskin mad again leaves and leaves again finds blood on the floor and the door unopened still lets all the creatures in u could appreciate it when it does happen and how it does it on a purple hill with purple wind the world convulses ugly in the palace of your limbs alternate universe in some outerspace plastered backforth+ untoward the place where u leave too soon and never come back to again black black saliva out of perfume mouth friends while his backward antlers charm red pale vampires that he cannot handle or begin to understand there never was the right way to measure immaterial worth in such a fragile place so ima empty this house while u burn it down unable to giveinto change