it hurts, i know
and it's just a girl,
they tell you
and you could scream
because no

        it's not just a girl it's a hole
        burnt in your skin,
        it's a hole pierced through your heart
        and it's the memories

                      that (once) made you smile
                      and now they feel like

                                KNIVES through your
                                stupid ******* SOUL

    but don't cry, no don't you
    ******* let them see she isn't just a girl
    because for six months she turned
    into your whole stupid world and now it
crumbled down and it feels like choking
                                 it feels like being underwater.

                  ( drowned )

    but, still, don't cry even though you want her
back and you never got to feel her arms around you
or her lips or her flawed nose you teased her about because
you can't let them see you weak what are you even doing anymore
just get up and don't ******* cry just ignore it.

                                  (and by this i mean that it's okay if you cry
                                   and i love you even with a broken heart)