A burning desire,more than anything he has known, often he thinks a name should be given propels him to explore inner world more and more he dives down hopefully, yet another time to the still center of the churning maelstrom , finding a diamond,from the dark depths of secrets is still possible after all these trials and frustrations , though every time before, what he retrieved, in broad day light turned out only to be a smooth pebble, --each poem tells him to begin all over again, with renewed vigor