I am not trying to make anyone sad, but sometimes we do hurt. But sometimes life does throw us a curve ball here on the earth. Thrown by the demons, on those days please do not give up. But stand firm praying and praising the Lord for his Goodness. This way you are taking the focus off of yourself here. And placing it on the only one that can change your situation. For only he has the power to change us from the inside-out. Especially our heart condition , transforming us inside-out.