Seconds fall fast fleeing forever I feel evermore forgetful— we dance on our delete buttons hoping all is well capitalized forever assuming quality can be quantified like ***** drug money, stopping to wonder why fear is America's Most Wanted why nothing sounds infinite why I hide behind commas why thoughts don't shoot like bullets how poems are made when the words will finally flow free of doubt, full of fantasy, fighting the force of friction I feel the world falling fast as the mind collapses like pillow frames a second too long, a spark too alive— we live for sightless speed