When,
when will i be able to look at the world and think how lucky i am to be here..
there.
When will i be able to look in the mirror and think of how beautiful i am?
i know that  beauty isn't me,
does not exist in me.
never will i be any type of beauty.
When will i see my life flash before my eyes just like those innocent children playing in the street at night not looking for cars, people who are intoxicated.
My eyes arent wide anymore..
nothing amazes me not even your ******* beauty.
ive seen it all.
******..
violence..
death thats how it goes..
life
its all a game
no one wins we all die all go to hell..
everyone lies..
steals..
hearts have been broken ..
right?
theres no one out there whos not been hurt..
theres everyone out there who has hurt someone in there long long life time..
right?
im right i know it i've done it..
youve done it
they've done it.
hes done it
shes done it
that girl and boy has done it
they'll probably do it to each other..
****** themselves after..
they choose to say goodbye
everyone has done and does it.
no mistakes?
are you kidding me everyone is a mistake in this world of games.
i wish i had already died.
oh baby don't cry
your perfectly fine my dear.
child i know you've gotten broken and you broke him too but you'll be fine.
thats how life is.
its a game everyone loses
everyone dies.
right?
im right i know it.
ive seen it
******
violence
death..