when I turn my head and look at things sideways Consider the edge of light and dark mathmatically an asymptote approaching infinity vis a vis the starlight I see on a clear night, so real and clearly now, is the past, actually, someday when it crossed milions of light years, to be in my telescope, The closest I can be to now, is a memory when I percept it. On a daylight, I think might, my real no matter how fast or hard I try to be in it, is a past forever.