do flowers bloom for us to ****** or do we ****** flowers because they bloom is it logical to ask this way I sense this is the day to stroke your hair or to kiss your hand to trust you or to be shrewd recurring flashbacks to all the times you spoke of valour and how I loved you as you spoke do you fancy me or do you pity me romance won’t last long on sympathy you know that resolve you’re clinging on to, looks an awful lot like dread this morning you’re struggling between affection and integrity did you put her on happy drugs or will you send her to therapy you can’t be the fugitive and the police do I need a brother OR DO I WANT A LOVER PURE ******* OR DADDY ISSUES to fight for you OR TO FIGHT YOU ARE YOU SAFE FOR ME OR ARE YOU NOT TELL ME DID YOU LEAVE BECAUSE I CHANGED or were you drawn to justice and fair play SHOULD WE GO ALL OUT or should we draw the line DID YOU TURN ME IN or am I thinking too much SENSED FEAR IN YOUR VOICE OR WAS IT IN MINE HEARD YOU SCREAMING OR WAS IT ME CAN I STILL SEEK REDEMPTION IF I FIRE THIS SHOT CRIGGER FINGER I KNOW I PULLED THE TRIGGER ON YOU BECAUSE I HEARD YOUR SKULL BREAK I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE CONTROLLED THE TREMBLING OF MY HAND IT WAS IN SELF-DEFENSE I PROMISE I SWEAR THAT BULLET WASN’T MEANT FOR YOU— AND THE MIRRORS, I DON’T RECALL THEM CRACKING I ONCE WAS FOUND BUT NOW AM LOST COULD SEE BUT NOW AM BLIND I USED TO SIT AT THE RIGHT HAND OF PEACE SO CALM AT THE FEET OF LADY LUCK UNWAVERING IN THE FACE OF MORTAL DANGER AND UNFALTERING EYE-TO-EYE WITH FEAR I SAY, FOR SWEET BLOOD THE WORLD CRIED AND EVERYBODY LOVED YOU AS YOU DIED after the burial did I stay for crimes I had to pay or did I steal myself away