I try
to be happy
to smile
to breathe
to laugh
to sing
to feel
to fix
and to believe
but its hard
when the only thing you know
Is betrayal

I try
to forget
to move on
to act like I'm fine
but it's hard
when you're dying inside

I try
so hard
To forget the pain I feel every day
But it's hard
when it constantly reminds you that it's there

I tried
but I can try no longer
because the pain and the misery have taken over