Its very hard, but not impossible to keep on Loving others.
It may be hard, but not impossible to keep on blessings.
Those that you feel do not even like you at all Family,
The blessing might even be praying for them to be blessed.
I know that life here is never easy but it does not matter.
We are called to live as an example of what Christ means.
So when he tells you to bless someone that spitefully use you.
He shall give you the strength that you need to do it too.
For where he sends you, he shall bless you and strengthen you there.
He might even just use you there, this might be the blessing to them.
For them to see his strength in you from him as you persevere there.