dear daddy I miss you.
do you remember me at all?
I doubt you do..

daddy do you know what you've done?
you killed me inside.
you was like a bullet blasting from a gun.

daddy I'll never see you again...
does that bother you?
I've held on as long as I can.

its been 7 years already.
I last saw you when I was 9.
all that time and I'm still not ready.

I can't lose you but you're already gone.
I'm not allowed to ever see you again.
what have I done?

I should've not told what you did to me.
its not your fault.
you can't remember because you was high so of it you have no memory.

I'll never forget you even though I forgot your face.
I'll always love you but I hate you so much.
the only thing I remember is the court case.

what's gonna happen if I was to marry.
who's gonna walk me down the isle.
its not fair as you can see.

you're the reason I won't trust a guy.
you're the reason I'm afraid to breathe.
you're the reason I'm not afraid to die.

its over, all of my happiness.
I'm always sad because of you.
all I'll ever feel is sadness.