Its been 11 hours and 47 minutes since you told me  you don't care anymore
Since my heart stopped beating
since you left me crying at your door
Its been 11 hours and 50 minuets since you told me you dont love me anymore
Since my greatest fears came true
Since i realized you slipped through ny fingers
That only person who knew what to do to
Knew how to Help me
But Left me
Because im not enough anything
For you
Its been 11 hours and 53 minuets since i lost my heart
It wont restart
Because i no longer want it to
If it does i feel
And this whole thing is real
If i dont have a heart beat i can forget it's there
Forget you don't care
About me
Its been 11 hours and 55 minuets since i tried to **** myself for the first time
Since i actually considered death worth a try
Because this hell you put me in
Shouldnt have to be my life
Something must be better
On the other side
But it didn't work
I knew it wouldn't
Ended up throwing up over a bucket like i always knew i could
Ended up.emptier than before
Because i cant leave this world
Im trapped in a hell with you

We always promised to help eachother
But i guess that was never true
I guess you never meant it
When you said i love you too
So i guess its over now
But it still doesn't hurt
Because its only been 12 hours
Since i learned how to stop loving anymore