8/12/14 11:11- i wished you were here with me, holding me, whispering in my ear, telling me how you love me, and how you'll always keep me safe. 10/6/14 11:11- i wished i had never met you, so i wouldn't have to know what it feels like to lose you. i thought, i really believed, that you would have fought for me harder. that no matter what, you would do anything to be with me. 10/27/14 11:11- i didn't wish for anything tonight, because no matter how hard i wished for you before, it never came true. instead i'm just lying here, wondering how someone who caused me so much joy before, could cause me so much pain.