So memories rushing back to me as fast as the white Rapids pushing down a stream, the fill my head make me re think all my past mistakes, if you ask me if your name pops up on that list the answer would be yes, yes, with out a doubt yes, you destroyed my very out look on life, made me cold to touch, cold to hold, too cold to feel the warmth of love. You took a boy who was healing and healed him, but when you left all the wounds came back 7 fold, just like Jesus said but the complete opposite. Maybe I worship a deity of the highest mortality, maybe I worship a ghost that could never love me again, maybe just maybe I couldn't see myself living beyond the very reach of your arms, but now there 6ft down and I can't reach them, I still stop by every once in a while we're you're laid to rest, sometimes I bring flowers to your eternal bed, most of the time I just lay there and cry wishing, hoping, praying you can hear me. For now these memories will haunt me, **** me for eternity.