i am in pain everywhere
and i am trying to
make it better and
heal as much as possible but
you make it harder to do that
because new wounds are harder to stitch
and these gaping holes
are spewing blood all over.

i am burning everywhere
because you keep lighting me on fire
and you love to watch me burn
this inferno won't die down
i was foolish to call you my
home.

i am limping
from the knives you've
thrown at me with your words
and the scratches all over indicate that
you don't mind washing my blood
from under your fingernails
as long as it means
you won't have to
deal with my pain
later on.

i am throwing up
all the ****** intentions that you've
sent into my body through your
kisses and i am
closing the door that i left open
for you

because i believed you already owned a
key to my heart when in reality
you stole it from someone else.