The poems I write so negative and finger pointing.
He sees only pain and anger. He sees for him no future.
I'm broken. He broke me, that's what he reads.
But the emotions that haven't made it to paper, aren't because they don't exist.
They haven't made it, because I haven't found them yet.
Love is the the only thing worth living for. That's what I tell my kids. The very best thing in the world, that's what I say.
So when my poems seem dark and lonely it's because my heart feels so strongly about love that I haven't a way to explain all the joy, pride, and fulfilment my loved ones bring.
He said it's mean, the poems I write and he thinks I can't see the light.
My heart is beyond happy my loved ones make it so, he doesn't realize that darkness, is just what flows.
I'll find the words, hopefully soon so he knows I love him & my family to.
This is for my loved ones that read my poems. I know how miserable I may seem, but I'm just me. I may be the dark, but your are my light.