Calm, Collected, Smiling, This is what you see on the outside. Safe, Calm, Happy... But it's a mask, A suit, Body armor. Cause on the inside, Decay, Death, Depression. Screaming so loud it would wake a def man. Each day is pain. I scream louder and louder yet i never make a sound. All you hear is silence, And all you see is a smile. But on the inside, Is darkness, Torture, Blackness...