Darling,
I will not blame you for leaving me. I won't blame you if one morning you wake up and I am no longer your Sun. If I am no longer giving you that perfect balance of crazy yet calm, it is not your fault. Just tell me the moment you no longer feel that you are coming home when lying down next to me, and I will not be angry. Tell me now, before it's too late to avoid reckless behavior. Tell me the exact moment you do not love me anymore and there will be no hard feelings. I will let you walk away without putting up a fight. I will still love you, darling, but I promise you this, I will not blame you.